I'll Be Missing You~

"The time when you finally come to your senses and realize you're actually missing someone, is the time he says goodbye"
- Josephine, 2006


~All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back,
I'll bring your wedding ring~

Goodbye Ferhan, I'll be Missing you~

It was May, and then Sept, and then January. Then it was Summer, then Fall and now it's September. I never thought you would be leaving this time. And now, you're finally gone, I'd give anything to get you back here. But I guess that's just how life is, people in our life come and leave. And it's saddening to know that the ones you miss the most have got to leave you someday, somehow.


Who's gonna talk to me hours and hours on the phone?
Who's gonna make me laugh until I choke and cry?
Who's gonna take me go see planes?
Who's gonna stay up til dawn keeping me company?


Who's gonna say that I'm fat and look like shit?
Who's gonna call me dumb ass?
Who's gonna leave bruises and marks on my hand?
Who's gonna eat my plastic cheese cake?
Who's gonna buy me more tiggers?
Who's gonna keep me on a diet?

Who's gonna piggy back me until we ram into the dustbin?
Who's gonna take me on a fast ride in a two door Benz?
Who's gonna sing to me?
Who's gonna laugh at my lame jokes now?
Who's gonna say "Fuck you la"?
Who's gonna defend me if my dad gets angry?

Who's gonna stand by me if other bully me?
Who's gonna understand me the way you do?
Who's gonna love me the way you do but still not have sex with me?

Freaking NO ONE. As of today, YOU are definitely irreplaceable, indescribable, definitely impossible to understand, and one in a million.

Come Back Soon~