Farewell Dearest Friend

"In reality, true friends are the ones that tell you when you are fat or ugly. They are the ones who are honest regardless whether they hurt you or not. Hold on to them" Josephine, 2006

As of today, 060906, we say goodbye to yet another friend. A dear one indeed. Shiva has gone off to Ireland for Medicine.


As tears roll down our cheeks, we recall the times where we were angry with each other, and didn't talk for days. We wish we could just understand more.

As we said our goodbyes, we recall the times when we took each other for granted. We wish that we did not have to go our separate ways and say goodbye.

As we exchange hugs and kisses, we recall the times we envied one another when one was better than the other. We wish jealousy did not exist.

As we exchange smiles, we recall the time when we first smiled at each other, from complete strangers to the best of friends. We wish they happen over and over again.

As we looked at each other for the last time before meeting again, we recall the times when the sound of our laughter and our grandmother stories filled the corridors of our high school. We wish that we never grew up.

"As we go on,
We'll remember,
All the times we've spent together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be friends forever...."

Dearest Shiva....All the best in your future undertakings. Be strong. Although you may think all hope is gone, think of us all, at different corners of the world, you'll still have us regardless of which part of the globe you're in. Take care, woman....Till we meet again....Cheers!

People In My Life II

(Continued......

Dear Biatch,

For all the shopping trips and for the company, I thank you. For all the help and support regardless of the situation, I cherish you. For all the laughter, I'll remember you. Only I will understand the support you've given me, regardless of the time, situation or place. When things were not what they were suppose to be, you have a better plan. When things were not enough, you still had your way. When money was concerned, you were number 1. When guys were concerned, I was number 1. For the lame jokes you cracked, and the lagging Pentium-Hell-Knows-What session after drinking limau ais. For all the pearl juices and the pizzas, I'll save those memories. For all your complains fights and nonsense about love, I still listened patiently and understood. For all the times you stood by me and for those times when you ran away. For all your words and advice, I'll keep them dear to my heart. For the times we laughed until I cried, I won't give them away. For the time when you come to forget me, I'll forgive you. Although you eat and eat and eat and become fat, woman, I'll still love you the way you are. Hugz Biatch~

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Hey Zheng_Yang2,

You were always the special one. Someone I could always count on but always been turned down too.

Josie: Yang2, how to put tagboard on my blog site.
ZY: Dunno... *Smiley that rolls it's eyes*
Josie: Then, the site meter leh? How to put?
ZY: Dunno.....
Josie: Pls yang2...help me...teach me.
ZY: Learn yourself....
Josie: Haihyo...why you like that one? Just teach?
ZY: .......*silent treatment*
Josie: So bad la you....
ZY: zzzZZZzzzz

For all the eyes rolling you've given me, I've learned to understand. For all the silent treatment you've presented, I've learned to listen. For all the middle fingers you've showered upon me, I've learnt to shut up. For all the stares you've given me, I've learnt to understand what anger truly is. For all the times you just ignored me, I've learnt to leave people alone. For all the times you ask me to shut up, I've learnt that I should shut up. Despite all these, you've always been the one who's there for the help especially with the club. Giving your undivided dedication in contribution, always genuine and sincere in everything you do and producing the best for the club. That I salute you and give you my utmost respect. For the beautifully sketched pictures you've taken with all your heart, I'll remember the colors that made it so fine. For the sadness that still and will always haunt you because of your dog, I see that you care. For the times I've irritated you and made you angry until you were speechless, I ask for forgiveness. For the pics that you didn't let me post, I'm sad because the world can't see the real you. But for this picture below, I truly believe that 'A picture paints a thousand words'. Cheers yang2, I wish you all the best in your future undertakings. Lotsa hugs and kisses always.

The Best Things In Life Are Not Seen nor Touched, They Are Felt By the Heart~

Episode I

"It's truly amazing how we've begun from total strangers........

....to the best of friends~

" When the world leaves you feeling blue, you can count on me, I will be there for you"

Most people have far more courage than they give themselves credit. When tested, people find they have the courage to look deep into their souls; and do things they never thought possible. The successful person is the one who continually faces problems and challenges that life brings - and overcomes them all, no matter what the obtacle may be.

As we are about to close this undescribable and beautiful chapter of our life, I wish you all the best although my heart cries tears of sadness remembering the times we laughed and talked for hours. As of now, we are about to go our separate ways, and the portrait of life paints for each of us a whole new dimension with beautifully planned colors.

I hope one day, when we are old and wrinkled, we look back upon this journey of life and come to realize these trivial thoughts that made this life worth the walk.

~the times we've laughed until we cried

~the times we talked and talked for hours and still never come to a conclusion

~the jokes we cracked and make the grey sky turn blue again

~the shoulder we lend for someone although it may be wet by tears

~for the times we shared but it was never enough

~for the times when we gave each other a lil wack to wake them up

~the hand we held that needed support

~the love we shared when we all needed some

~for all the times when we just sat saying nothing but we understood each other the most.

.................Although we are all different,

we agree on one thing....................(to be continued...

Your Winter - Sister Hazel

" Your opinion, what is that,
Just a different point of view"
Let thy light shine on me, I seek a sign, Tell me if I should let go, Tell me if I should move on~

The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view

What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself,
don't want to hurt you
Why do you chew your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven I will be here

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself,
don't wanna hurt you
Why do you chew your pain?
If you only knew how much I love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven I will be here

I'll Be Missing You~

"The time when you finally come to your senses and realize you're actually missing someone, is the time he says goodbye"
- Josephine, 2006


~All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back,
I'll bring your wedding ring~

Goodbye Ferhan, I'll be Missing you~

It was May, and then Sept, and then January. Then it was Summer, then Fall and now it's September. I never thought you would be leaving this time. And now, you're finally gone, I'd give anything to get you back here. But I guess that's just how life is, people in our life come and leave. And it's saddening to know that the ones you miss the most have got to leave you someday, somehow.


Who's gonna talk to me hours and hours on the phone?
Who's gonna make me laugh until I choke and cry?
Who's gonna take me go see planes?
Who's gonna stay up til dawn keeping me company?


Who's gonna say that I'm fat and look like shit?
Who's gonna call me dumb ass?
Who's gonna leave bruises and marks on my hand?
Who's gonna eat my plastic cheese cake?
Who's gonna buy me more tiggers?
Who's gonna keep me on a diet?

Who's gonna piggy back me until we ram into the dustbin?
Who's gonna take me on a fast ride in a two door Benz?
Who's gonna sing to me?
Who's gonna laugh at my lame jokes now?
Who's gonna say "Fuck you la"?
Who's gonna defend me if my dad gets angry?

Who's gonna stand by me if other bully me?
Who's gonna understand me the way you do?
Who's gonna love me the way you do but still not have sex with me?

Freaking NO ONE. As of today, YOU are definitely irreplaceable, indescribable, definitely impossible to understand, and one in a million.

Come Back Soon~